Don't ask me why but, I am always having to come back and correct mistakes. Every post I make will not have so many mistakes and I've even went as far as screenshots to double check my sanity. They will have somehow mysteriously been altered and not by me. So if you see many typos in these posts. I sure don't know what to say.
Pretty much never been anything simple about me. Or what I call Carmen's world. People have told me I have multiple personalities I say I have mood swings. So, I look at it quite the same. Yet, still vastly different. While one side of me still wants to dine in fancy restaurants and drink expensive wines I refrain. There are times I am finding myself sometimes wishing for a life of ease but, laciviousness is a sin. Keeping this in mind. The older I get. The more I abhore specific things. For instance, I'm not into gossip at all. Whereas, when I was a teen, I'd entertained it.
My blog posts have been centered on one main aspect. My relationship with Christ. There's many topics touched on in them however, it's direct link is one of many intricate parts, essentially fused together, forming a foundation set on a rock. As complicated as it may all seem. It's really relatively easy to understand. That is when it's me thinking about it. As for anyone else I can't say if Im able to fully write a comprehensible POV.
However, I can say over the last few days, I've found my dime. One on the ground. One on a garage floor. Another at my feet in the car. Every time I question a point in life they appear. Well, oddly they always appear in areas where I am completely disqusted with the sort of sin around me.Lately, a bunch of gossipers, It's making me feel quite distant with people. Not so happy feeling. But, I don't exactly know how to handle it. Everytime I bring up the right thing to do. It's as if Satan himself manifests around me. Someone yesterday winked an eye and stuck his tongue out. I like JK can discern spirits. So instead of being a split personality. Isn't it fair to say I'm either in agreement with or against what's around me? If I'm agreeing in turn im happy and vice versa. To show such doesn't mean I've got two people in me. It simply means the obvious. Being passionate makes it show that much more.
Which in turn brings me to say. God is all around me and even resides within. In the way I feel, see, and do things. I see him show his face by a dime. To me it's a little footprint of God saying I am here. I am with you. Putting God in a nutshell isn't easy unless it's a nutshell of love.
My life has taken many adventurous roads which leaves a lot to talk about but, a blog post could never give you The Most High but, I do know it can help people to see and think of him more. Hopefully, through my posts people can see him more clearly or maybe even think of him more often than not. To ensure I'm plugged into my source, I'd asked for a sign, and that sign was a dime. Today, I found two, and some days, I find none. But, because of his intricate timing and my awareness of such, I know he is with me always. Till next time.
Repent and show love to your neighbor. If you've not accepted Yeshuah, Christ Jesus as your saviour, better get to it! Time is running out!
